Not that any of my watchers care.
Sent a message, a bitchy one. Got in trouble.
I was friends with somebody for a very long time. She was the first person to even try to be friends with me when I came back here. Well obviously we're in two very different worlds.
Not only do I upset her every time we talk to each other, but it's she's like this..super popular Goddess of art who everybody just loves including my idols. Well upon having upset her, my idols, who already hate my guts and think nothing of me, now hate my guts even more. Didn't think that was possible.
I thought I could come back. I'm still on thin ice and I just utterly broke it. So now I'm sinking the the sub zero water and there's no way to save myself. Again.
Pretty stupid to think I could be friends with Coco and Kuro and all of them. I'm not like them. Even in the internet world I'm the misfit. Pretty pathetic, yeah?
Well, my spirits have been broken to the point of no repair. I don't even know anymore. So confused...
There's no way to express everything I think and feel.
Gonna to shove my face full of candy and throw up then go to bed and pretend like this effort was never made.
Go figure kuro comes back in time to see that comment and bitch at me. Whatever though...why should i even care about some shallow, elitist, e-goddesses?
I'm changing my MSN. And NO. I'm not giving it out to anybody.